Officially turn 25

Belakangan ini selalu latepost (kalo kata orang-orang)
Iya bulan lalu tepatnya 19 Agustus 2014 I'm officially turn 25, yep seperempat abad sudah hidup, semoga sisanya masih banyak yah *tiba2 takut*
Tahun ini begitu banyak hal terjadi, begitu banyak banget moment bersejarah, moment bahagia yang mungkin hanya akan terjadi seumur hidup sekali. Bagaimana ngga,

• Awal usia 24 gw diketemuin sama laki-laki yang jadi jadi pacar terakhir selama hidup gw
• Ditahun ini juga gw merangkai begitu banyak rencana indah yang alhamdulillah semuanya berjalan denganyang gw harapkan
• Dari segi pekerjaan, awal tahun ini gw melangkah ke sebuah posisi dimana gw bisa mendapatkan kehidupan gw jauh lebih baik dari pada tahun sebelumnya, dapet bos baru, pekerjaan yang juga pasti agak sedikit baru, dan rejeki yang baru juga.
• Hmm percintaan, seperti yang udah dijelasin diawal gw dipertemukan dengan orang yang Allah kirim buat menemani hari-hari gw yang hampir ga keurus ini :p terlalu asik mengutamakan pekerjaan sempet membuat gw hampir lupa kalau gw perempuan yang ngga bisa menyia-nyiakan waktu. Karena sampe kapanpun dan biar bagaimanapun seorang perempuan tetap akan butuh pendamping.
• Masih dari sudut percintaan juga lagi-lagi alhamdulillah semuanya ngga cuma berjalan tanpa tujuan, gw sukses merancang rencana yang semua perempuan idam-idamkan dalam hidupnya. Mulai dari hubungan yang lebih serius, rencana pernikahan, pertemuan keluarga, prewedding, engagement, sampe pernikahan yang bener-bener sesuai dengan konsep yang gw mau. semua tercapai di tahun ini
• Cerita perjalanan, di tahun ke 24-25 ini juga ada beberapa perjalanan yang super duper berkesan, gimana ngga, walaupun bukan pertama atau kedua kalinya ke Jepang, tapi ini pengalaman pertama gw bisa menjelajah kota kyoto, osaka & nara di awal tahun 2014, pengalaman pertama kali bisa main-main sama salju, bisa dapet ilmu dan pengetahuan yang baru. Tahun ini juga pertama kalinya gw bisa singgah ke rumah Allah, makkah & madinah, ini the most unforgettable moment dalam hidup kayanya, sekian tahun ngimpi2 bisa dateng ke tempat ini akhirnya diijabah juga bisa pergi kesana, dan yang bikin lengkap adalah kepergian bareng laki-laki yang udah jadi mahrom cukup menyempurnakan ibadah gw.
• Kehidupan, namanya rumah tangga baru, dunia baru, pengalaman baru, begitu banyak hal yang gw pelajari dari itu semua. Udah bukan single lagi, udah punya tanggungan suami yang harus diurusin jiwa & raganya, dunia & akhiratnya. Indahnya paitnya rumah tangga baru bener-bener ngasih gw pengalaman tak ternilai dalam hidup.
• Dikasih anugerah terindah dari kehamilan ini, dikasih amanah paling sulit, paling beresiko, paling berpahala yang Allah janjikan sesuai dengan firmannya.

Can't be more grateful, punya suami dan calon anak ini, keluarga, saudara, sahabat, teman-teman yang begitu baik perhatian dan terima gw apa adanya, dengan segala kekurangan, dengan segala keterbatasan, dengan segala kesalahan, kekeliruan, yang membuat jengkel, sakit hati, kesel, kecewa, dan semua hal yang negatif dari gw but here they are! stay! membuat gw yang bukan apa-apa ini ngerasa bener2 bersyukur.

Thank God for every lil blessing you gave, thanks for the wonderful things in life.

Thank god I'm pregnant

Never imagine to have you as soon as this.

You are like a sparkling star on the dark night.

You are like a rainbow after the rain.

You are the only one that everybody waits after marriage.

Once again I never predict that God give me another beautiful shocking surprise.

You’re our prayer every day, we are waiting for you.

Many people wish you to come, make me tired to answer that you’ll never come if God not send you.

But here you are! Coming on the very right time, when our families miss a sound of baby’s cry.

Here you are! Make all peoples around you smile.

They have a lot of plan that you and me never know.

Now you grow up, 5months already. And we can’t wait to see you.

We will face the world together, we’ll built our warmest home ever.

I will treat you as my queen/my king forever. Nothing compares.

This pain is only a small thing if I know I will have an irreplaceable thing in life.

Morning sick, heartburn, bone breaking, breathless, nightmare, and all of pains that I feel is nothing compare you. I love you to the moon and back. I love you to the world and hereafter.

Always be a good one sweety. You are my sunshine.

Gate of the real life (March 15th, 2014)

Yes he is

Yes he is,
My high school friend, close enough, know each other (much or less).
Our friendship is about 10 years, I know him, he knows me. Much more than anyone else.

He ever shot me, (if I'm not mistaken) when he broke up with his girl friend, but I reject it.
Never thought even a second to be his. Never.
I know his lifestyle it was so different and contradict with me. Once again, never thought to be his.

I don't know how to begin. Its so fast and go with the flow. Nobody can predict even my own self. we just met up again on 2013 May (as a friend). we play as before, we talk about our past and present, never talk bout future.
Day by day we are getting closer, we talk for something complex, we argue, and we quarrel so often. I feel something different with us. Ya its unusual, we never like this. Although we never declare our relationship but sense of belonging is here. I just realized why I have to be mad if he doesn't want to do what I'm asking for. It feels so strange.

July 2013, we start to talk bout our future, don't be shock if it comes so soon. Suddenly we have a same purpose in life so we arrange plan (once again everything flows). August 2013 our family met up, only to introduce each other and chit chat something simple. November 2013 we take our prewed photo session it means our plan is 25% done. And January 2014 we get engagement. >>..<<


Nothing special I can share, not because I wont to. But ya this is our journey. you may believe it or not. But I'm so happy, this is my first time, having a mate with a same mindset, no need to adapt very long time and in the end only become a story. Mainstream. (curhat)

And this is the day 15 March 2014
We getting married.
I free my body and soul to God, I believe him.
I know he knows whos the best for me.
I call it destiny. many peoples have very very long time relationship but what? The end with scars or only hurt story. Ya its destiny.


Hope this short journey will be a beginning of endless and very happy sweet romantic story :)

Umraa for the 1st time (March 26th, 2014)

This is the first time, never thought that Allah will invite me to come to his house as soon as this invitation. Allah is always has the way to give surprise for anybody who love him. And here Iam, finally got this opportunity, and the more happiness is,, I can go there with my mahroom, my husband, my imam, my mate. I call this journey is 'Honeymoon for hereafter'.

Should I smile or should I cry, I just feel so grateful. No any words to say.

I just want to thank god for every little blessing he gave.

Thank god for wonderful life.

L.O.V.E

A ring is round and has no end,
Its like my love for you, and how long you'll be mine
Has no end

And its my wish, lying in the grass and looking the blue sky

 Feel the wind blowing, close our eyes and create a dream

Love you to the world and hereafter

Spending time together, holding hand, walk and laugh until the sun go down

What makes life sweet
Eating cupcake and someone to love
What makes life complete
Eating cupcake with someone you love